Yeah okay I really need to go on a rent....
So here it goes.
Yesterday my mom and my step dad made me go in the kitchen because they needed to talk to me. I obviously thought I was in trouble so I kinda didn`t think it would matter, but no, the news was much worst. My mom and step dad are breaking up. Great. Like seriously. That`s fabulous. I don`t know why but this affected me so much...I feel ripped apart. Since four years they had been togetehr and I had no problems welcoming my step dad into my life. To be honest I considered him as my real dad and he would considered me as his child. BIG MISTAKE! Urgh this frustrated me. I always allow people to walk into my life yet each one of them I love fades away...Like yeahh thanks a lot....I feel like im responsible for all this though. You know...what if I hadn`t asked so much? I`m probably am the reason they broke up...because who would even be able to stand me...that be a miracle. But seriously I went through so much yet things keep getting worst...will this ever stop...the pain I mean...I dont even know anymore.
But what is really depressing is that I know im going to have to live with my mom and my brother all alone. They both hate me like it`s terrible... Plus will we even be able to make it out on our own...I doubt it. x_X Please kill me